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NASA and space exploration

February 7, 2010

On the first of this month, the proposed budget for NASA in fiscal year (FY) 2011 was released. In short, it reflects a $6 billion increase over the next five years.  And half of that money is for science!  That’s fantastic!  It also ensures that the remaining Space Shuttles will launch, and it extends the International Space Station into at least 2020 while increasing its science capabilities.  A-OK.

The budget also cuts the Constellation program, which was supposed to be the Shuttle’s replacement.  In effect, we can say goodbye to any hopes of having people back on the moon, and much less on their way to Mars, by 2020.  This tidbit is what I wish to address.

I wasn’t even alive when we sent human beings to the moon.  But I have seen technology advance during my lifetime, and extrapolating backwards isn’t too difficult: sending men to the moon and bringing them home again in the 60s and 70s was damn near impossible.  Yet, somehow, we pulled it off.  What gives?  Where is that enterprising spirit now?  Does our country really need an ever-present threat of not being number one in order to accomplish anything?  While I have no doubt that the Constellation program was far from perfect, it symbolized something.  It was a step in the direction that we should have been headed 30 years ago.  Maybe it was a baby step, or even just a stumble.  But the fact remains: human beings set foot on another world nearly 40 years ago, and ever since we’ve been content to hang out here on Earth.  It’s as if Lewis & Clark returned from their exploration of the western US and then everybody just decided to stay put back east.  Huh?

That said, I would be negligent to not point out a few quotes, straight from NASA:

“Most important, we are not ending our ambitions to explore space. In order to explore new frontiers, we are launching a vigorous new technology development and test program that will pursue game-changing technology development that can take us further and faster and more affordably into space.”  -NASA FY 2011 Budget Overview Slideshow

“NASA’s new strategic approach will spawn exciting developments in research and technology that will make future spaceflight more affordable and sustainable, inspire a new generation of Americans, and increase our knowledge of the solar system and the universe of which we are a part.” -NASA FY 2011 Budget Overview Slideshow

“Imagine trips to Mars that take weeks instead of nearly a year; people fanning out across the inner solar system, exploring the Moon, asteroids and Mars nearly simultaneously in a steady stream of ‘firsts;’ and imagine all of this being done collaboratively with nations around the world. That is what the President’s plan for NASA will enable, once we develop the new capabilities to make it a reality.” -NASA Administrator Charles Bolden, 2/1/10 Statement

So to be fair, it sounds like this is part of a larger, long-term plan.  We need to improve our technologies and not just dust off Apollo and fire it back to the moon for the hell of it.  I can respect that.  In fact, I applaud any government organization that even begins to piece together something resembling a long-term plan.  I also really like Charles Bolden’s vision of internationally collaborative human space exploration.  And as I said before, I’m ecstatic that funding for scientific research across the board has increased.  I just can’t help but feel like something is missing.  Something like a visible and tangible component of our nation’s commitment to human space exploration.

To be perfectly honest, part of this is personal.  One of my long-term life goals is to someday, somehow become an astronaut.  I strongly believe that manned space exploration is essential to our future, but not just because it’d be a fun ride.  What I really want to do is science in space, and ideally astronomy-related science in space.  So when NASA’s budget apparently axes the astronaut program for the foreseeable future, I get a little miffed.

Not so fast, you may say.  Part of the NASA budget calls for encouraging private industries to launch people into space.  Great!  But.  A multimillion dollar slingshot joyride above the atmosphere a la SpaceX is a far cry from a team of scientists and engineers working together in orbit to do groundbreaking research.  Now, I’ve heard tempting analogies that compare 1900s aviation with 2000s spaceflight.  It wasn’t as if the Wright brothers made an airplane on Monday and by Friday you could book a commercial overseas flight.  It took decades, and if you stop to think about it, flying has become amazingly routine.  I’d like to hope that spaceflight has similar prospects.  The timeline just doesn’t look to be in sync with my personal aspirations.

Another argument that always crops up goes something like this: “We don’t need manned space exploration, because: (a) it’s too risky, (b) we can send robots instead, (c) we have problems on Earth that need solving first.“  To spare myself the typing, please have a look at this collection of responses.  Other good responses are here, here, and here.  We can’t afford to not fund human space exploration.

I guess what really kills me is that if the federal government decided to make sending humans to other worlds a priority, we could be there within a decade.  Easy.  We have the technological know-how and the ingenuity to come up with the small bits we may be lacking on that kind of a time scale.  It’s really only a question of money, and thus of priorities.  Instead, we have chosen to bail out banks and wage wars to the tune of trillions of dollars.  Can you begin to imagine what the moon and Mars could look like today if we had chosen differently?  To be fair, I know that nothing is ever this simple.  But still: it kills me.

I sincerely hope that the folks at NASA have the ability to pull off what this budget claims they are aiming for in the long term.

Now, I’m going to go watch the last night shuttle launch ever, if the weather cooperates.  [UPDATE: it didn't.  Take 2 is probably tomorrow night.]

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Holiday Card

February 4, 2010

Belated, yes.  But in case we missed you, here’s the gist of what Mike and I sent out to a bunch of our friends and family last week.  Think of it as an early Valentine’s card if that makes you feel better.  And if you want one next year, send me your address (and then stay put, dangit!  Too many of our friends keep moving from year to year… not that I’m exactly one to talk).  Anyway, here you go.

Greetings to our family and friends! We hope our belated card finds you enjoying 2010.

2009 was a great year for Mike and me. It has been a ton of fun living together and having each other around on a regular basis. This past year, we’ve explored more of San Diego and also taken many opportunities to visit family and friends. We spent Thanksgiving with Mike’s family in Seattle and Christmas with my family in Richland. I spent most of August bouncing between Camp Cross (on Lake Coeur d’Alene in Idaho) and Telegraph Cove (on northern Vancouver Island in British Columbia), where my dad is building a house. We also welcomed two kitties to our home in 2009: Lily, the multicolored one, and Sirius, the black one. I grew up with cats, so this was high on my list. When Mike expressed a desire for a pet dragon without the scales or fire breath, I knew we were saying the same thing. :)

This past year, I continued working toward my MS in Astronomy at San Diego State. On top of classes and research, I taught an intro lab course that was very rewarding. I also began work on my Master’s thesis, which deals with a low-mass neutron star in an X-ray binary, and I just presented a poster at the American Astronomical Society meeting. I’m on track to finish up in May and have applied to several PhD programs – so cross your fingers! I also continue to play viola in the La Jolla Symphony, and we have been enjoying the fellowship of the young adult group at St. Paul’s Episcopal Cathedral. We don’t know where we’ll be next year when we sit down to write to all of you, but we do know that we are blessed to have you in our lives and would love any excuse to see or hear from you. Now, here’s Mike.

Know what the best way is to start the new year? A new job at the California Center for Sustainable Energy! I got my start in the Solar Water Heating Pilot Program and California Solar Initiative helping people go solar. After six months, I was promoted to Energy Engineer to help with energy efficiency and green buildings. In short, it’s what I really want to do right now.

It wasn’t all work and no play though. Meredith made sure we kept doing fun things like going to Disneyland for my birthday, and seeing the Battlestar Galactica Orchestra in concert at the House of Blues. Both of these were a total surprise, and let me say flat out ROCKED MY SOCKS OFF. In October, we once again participated in the Great Urban Race. Think of a scavenger hunt whose clues are riddles that take costumed participants all over San Diego, on foot and via public transit. Meredith and I represented the crew of the Battlestar Galactica, and totally dominated the race. By which I mean finished in the top 100 with friends from church and had a ton of fun.

We rounded out the year with a string of parties with friends from all over. The blowout was a New Year’s party with a wine tasting contest! The best part was ringing in the New Year with the Space Needle on “TV” since no local stations had an internet feed on the San Diego countdown. It was a great taste of my beloved home city shared with great friends.

We wish you all the best in the new year and decade!

With love, Mike & Meredith

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Ahoy, Rainstorm!

January 21, 2010

Not much of any depth to share today, I just don’t want to become one of those people who never updates my blog.  Then when they do, it’s just pictures of their cats.  I mean, who does that?

Lily and Sirius, looking altogether too dignified

Lilybelly and Sirius T. Butt

So, um, anyway, it’s been raining a lot lately.

Actually, the AAS meeting in DC was fantastic, and I am very close to submitting a paper based on last year’s poster.  Hopefully the turnaround for the paper based on this year’s poster won’t be quite as long.  It really was a good time, though – highlights included an average of two drinks per night (most of them not paid for by me), attending the banquet at the Air & Space Museum (for free!), dragging myself out of bed for the morning talks (some days more successfully than others), the biggest slice of pizza EVER (no, seriously – and at 3am to boot), and Southwest not screwing up my return flight (even though I had a stopover in snowy Chicago).

Now I’m firmly back in San Diego.  It was all warm and sunny, but now we are having our Annual Ginormous Rainstorm In Which All Native Californians Exclaim “This Never Happens!”  Also, the roads become lakes (if they’re level) and rivers (if they’re not).  None of the engineers here ever learned how to slope pavement toward a drain.

I dodged jury duty last week by showing up and sitting there from 7:45am – 2:30pm.  Everybody remaining was then told to leave.  I definitely feel like I contributed to the cause of justice.

The spring semester at SDSU started up just yesterday, and it’s strange going back to a relatively light workload after last semester (which was borderline Mudd-esque in terms of busy-ness at times).  I have just two classes and research.  I suppose that’s a good thing for the research, and for my sleep schedule.  Still, I legitimately enjoyed teaching for the last two semesters, and I miss it – to make a long story short, there wasn’t enough funding to rehire me.  I also enjoyed juggling three classes, teaching, and research, because it forced me to use my time efficiently and wisely.  There is a golden level of busy-ness that is very hard to achieve; too often one lands on the “bored and lazy” side or the “overcommitted and stressed out” side.  But in that golden sliver lies the most enjoyment gained for effort input.  It’s when you’re so absorbed in what you’re doing that it’s inherently productive and rewarding, but not detrimental to the rest of your life.  Last semester was the closest I’d been to that place since Mudd.

And tomorrow I’m going to San Francisco for the weekend!  Because, why not?

With that, I leave you my favorite photo thus far from my new camera.

Playing "Puerto Rico" with Mudders

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New Year, New Airline

January 3, 2010

United may break guitars, but Southwest kills kittens.

Allow me to elaborate.  See, I’m supposed to be on an airplane right now, but I’m not.  Here’s why.

I stood in this line, which stretches the entire length of the terminal and back again, for some 1 1/2 hours this morning beginning around 5:30am.  I then got to the baggage check counter after my flight had already departed.  Airline fail.  And the best part?  Everybody around me was also out of luck, because their flights were within 20 minutes of mine and there’s no way they made it.  Somehow, I don’t think this is a good business model for Southwest.

Now I have the privilege of sitting in the lovely San Diego airport for six hours, two of which I will probably spend standing in line again to check my bag, because they won’t take it more than four hours before my new departure time.  I’m thankful I was able to rebook, but I am still steaming over the $170 it cost me.  I made a point to show up on time and I still got screwed.

I sincerely hope your New Year and travel plans are going more smoothly than mine.  The good news is that I finished (and printed!) my poster for the AAS meeting I’m trying to get to, and I finished my PhD applications last night.  I also have a power outlet and free internet access (thanks Google overlords!), so I suppose life could be worse.

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Merry Christmas!

December 29, 2009

No, this post is not late.  Because contrary to popular opinion, Christmas is a season – it begins on December 25 and lasts for a full twelve days (ever hear of the twelve days of Christmas?  hint: 12/25 isn’t the twelfth!).  Thus, today is the fourth* day of Christmas, and we have eight more to go.  So a very Merry Christmas to you!

Mike and I celebrated the end of Advent and beginning of Christmas with my family in Richland this year.  We just returned home last night (thanks for the delays, United Airlines) after a week of food, games, and gift-giving.  Unlike last year, both of my aunts managed to overlap our visit by a full four days!  I also got to dig out the long-neglected boxes of Christmas decorations from my old house, before Dad moved in with Lynne.  Aunt Pam and I especially enjoyed putting out the metal reindeer fashioned from Budweiser cans that my grandfather made and the Glockenspiel that has been in her family for years.  Lynne hadn’t had a chance to put any ornaments on the tree yet, so I seized the opportunity to hang every last plug-in talking starship and Star Trek character!  Aunt Pam and I made a last minute outing to Target to ensure everybody had a stocking for Christmas morning, and Mike and I frantically worked to sort and wrap all the gifts we had amazon ship to Richland for us.  Did I mention we ate a lot of food?  We also enjoyed two games of Settlers of Catan and numerous rounds of wii bowling.  It didn’t snow, but the outside temperature actually felt like December, which was refreshing.

I gave several people Galileoscopes this year, and the best gift I received was probably the Canon PowerShot G11 I’ve been wanting since I first heard of it.  The case is still on its way, but the camera is terrific!  It is the best of both worlds between a DSLR and a pocket-sized point-and-shoot.  It can be completely automatic or completely manual or anything in between.  It has a viewfinder when you don’t want to mess with the LCD, a flip-outtable screen when you do, and a low light mode I can’t wait to point at the night sky.

Now that we’re back in San Diego, there is loads to be done even though I am technically on “winter” “break.”  (Each word deserves its own set of quotes.)  I am going to the American Astronomical Society meeting in Washington, DC on January 3 and need to make a poster containing results from my research between now and then.  My astronomy PhD applications need to be completed (so far: 4 down, 5 to go).  And this week we’re hosting a New Year’s party at our place on Thursday, helping a friend move on Tuesday, and going to see Avatar in IMAX 3D on Wednesday.  Mike is flying up to Seattle on Friday morning to do Christmas with his family and returning Sunday night; I fly to DC on Sunday morning and return the following Thursday night.  Then I have jury duty on January 12 and classes start up on January 20.  With temperatures in the 70s it is neither “winter” nor “break,” but it is an awfully fun adventure, so keep it coming.

With that, I leave you some of the inaugural pictures I shot using my new camera.

*for the record, this entry was written and posted on 12/28.  WordPress just sucks at DST is all.

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tabs

December 17, 2009

The current level of craziness I am experiencing in my life can usually be summed up in the number of concurrently open firefox tabs.  Four or five tabs corresponds to a very relaxing state of being.  Ten or more is the other end of the spectrum.  When we start talking multiple windows with multiple tabs on multiple computers, it’s just not looking good for anybody.

Current tab count: 11 on laptop, 8 on school computer (desktop 1), 3 on school computer (desktop 2).
Finals this afternoon I haven’t studied for yet: 1
ETD to Richland: 3 days
Amount of research-related work I must accomplish between now and then: → ∞

At least my grading and Christmas shopping are both taken care of.  That isn’t as much of a relief as it should be, though.

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Oh Bernstein…

December 3, 2009

Leonard Bernstein’s Mass won’t get out of my head.

Perhaps this has something to do with the fact that I’ve rehearsed it three nights in a row.

Perhaps.

You should come share in the stuck-in-head-ishness this weekend: buy tickets online or just show up.

Friday, 8pm (least likely to be sold out)
Saturday, 8pm (Mike is attending on this night)
Sunday, 3pm

UCSD Campus, Mandeville Auditorium.  You know you want to.

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Seattle is a lovely place

November 29, 2009

And I wish I could spend more time here!

Mike and I flew in late Wednesday evening, and we have been enjoying a fantastic weekend with his family.  In addition to his parents, Mike’s sister and her boyfriend (Jen & Ben) are here, and they are lots of fun to hang out with.  Especially when “hanging out” involves smashing each others’ castles and boats via Boom Blox on the Wii.  :)

On Thanksgiving proper, we enjoyed a traditional dinner with Mike’s mom’s brother and his wife, and afterward I dominated some Apples to Apples.  We have also enjoyed games of Ticket to Ride Europe and Settlers of Catan in the past couple of days.  Yesterday we went on a walk in Schmitz Park (the Pacific Northwest is so beautiful!) and today we made turkey-shaped cookies, a Bigelow tradition.  We decorated them meticulously with food coloring and sprinkles before baking them, smothering them in whipped cream, and devouring them.  Tonight we enjoyed dinner at a tasty Chinese place – a welcome treat given the lack of such things in San Diego – and we watched the new Star Trek movie with copious amount of air-popped popcorn.  I drizzled an obscene amount of melted butter on mine and it was glorious.

In sum: food, games, people, and nature.  Adds up to an awesome time any day.

I am sad to report, however, how adapted to southern California’s weather (or lack thereof) I have become.  It has been in the upper 40s/lower 50s and anywhere from partly cloudy to rainy since our arrival, and I am just chilly.  Sigh.

Tomorrow, we are off to find a friend who is running the Seattle marathon, and sadly Jen & Ben must depart.  Mike and I don’t return to San Diego until Monday afternoon, which should give me the opportunity to visit the University of Washington on Monday morning with a friend who is currently in the astronomy PhD program.

After all that, it will be back to business… orchestra rehearsals are on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday and concerts are on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.  We’re playing Bernstein’s Mass, which is both awesome and insane (like any good concert should be).  Not to mention it shall be “for reals” time in the realms of both PhD applications and research.

But right now: food, games, people, and nature.  I am grateful for all and already look forward to Thanksgiving 2010!

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H20 on the Moon!

November 14, 2009

For reals this time.

Now we can send astronauts to the moon and they don’t have to haul metric craptons of water with them!  And we can use the water to make fuel!  This is HUGE!  Send me?

Someday I intend to write a proper post about why both manned space exploration and space science done from earth (or with robots/in low-earth orbit) are so important.

But right now, I have two crazy kittens to attend to and a warm bed calling.

(p.s. did you hear there’s water on the frakking moon?!)

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November?

November 1, 2009

Indeed.

That means I should probably be preparing for the Physics GRE, contacting letter writers for recommendations, and keeping up with all my grading and homework and research.

Hmm.

Well, at any rate, I played with the La Jolla Symphony in two wonderful concerts this weekend!  We performed Beethoven’s 7th Symphony, two pieces by Bartok, and a set of three modern pieces by a guy named Golijov.  It was all very good music, for lack of a better description, and it went very well.  I absolutely love being part of a musical ensemble.

Last Thursday, I surprised Mike with a fancy dinner out followed by a gondola ride (complete with chocolate dipped strawberries and wine).  In turn, he surprised me with a dozen red roses!  All this was in celebration of four years of fun-filled adventures together. :)

One such adventure took place a week ago Saturday.  We dominated San Diego’s Great Urban Race with some friends from church.  We placed in the 90s (out of nearly 400 pairs who finished) and had a blast running around San Diego like idiots Battlestar Galactica crew members.  We got to eat pancakes, shave balloons, fold origami, apply temporary tattoos, drive GoCars across a parking lot, braid a long strand of ribbon, and track down and photograph many random landmarks.

Speaking of Battlestar Galactica… we watched “The Plan” yesterday and it was quite excellent.  The music alone was superb, of course, but seeing many events from Season 1 from the cylons’ point of view was fascinating.  A warning, though – one should NOT watch “The Plan” until one has seen the entire BSG series, save perhaps the very final episode (“Daybreak”).  It would basically be like reading Harry Potter 7 first.

With that, I’m off to eat some food and collapse.  It really is a shame that SDSU doesn’t do Fall Break, because I’m well overdue for one… despite all the above non-work-related fun, I’ve been managing probably 80% Mudd Average Workload lately.  I think 0.8 MAW would be a nice way to quantify that, shorthand.  Happy November!